Thursday, November 22, 2007

Manipulative

How someone you know dearly suddenly could turn out to be a manipulative stranger? Being a close friend to get to you emotionally yet they happen to be some kind of an impostor.

They claimed they would separate one personal issue from the other, then manipulated us to pour our heart away. But in the end, with the secret lay in their hands, they used it against you.

Having realized these, we started holding back, tried our best to keep our distance, but we then were accused of being cold. Alas, they found a way to make us feel guilty; we then foolishly, give in.

Whenever we tried to defend ourselves or say something in contradiction to their words, they started being frantic. In order to get back in control, they begin using their high ranking position and tried to make us yield back.

How can you be your dear self in front of someone so deceitful? How can we deal with this kind of people? What kind are they anyways?

This kind of people has an overpowering aura. They can use back what we may have said or did, against us. A slap in a face. They do certainly have something to say to end the conversation with victory on their side. The battle is theirs.

Such a fascinating creature! I am truly amazed.

Cold Feet

I’m not myself today. My thoughts kept furthering away from reality. I really don’t know what is happening to me. I felt listless. I want to have more in life. I missed the good old days.

I’m not even sure whether I want to get married. Am I getting cold feet? Or I just want run away from a complicated life that I’m going to enter into.

I just don’t know.