How I wish..

How I wish I can go away for a moment. Away from everything, away from all the responsibilities, away from friends and families, whom I hardly meet and away from all the mess I’ve created.

How I wish I can be in some other places-foreign countries, experiencing new culture, meeting new people, creating new problems, and just being happily lost in translation.

How I wish I don’t have to think about money for one second and just being comfy and secured with what I currently have.

How I wish.

Finding a peace of mind

I’m getting tired and tired everyday. I’m tired of working. I’m tired of my boss, tired of all the bloody restrictions he made me adhered to and tired of blaming him and other people of my boredom and weariness. I’m friggin' exhausted.

I need a peace of mind.

Someone told me that it’s just the year end effect that made me feel this way. Probably she’s right. Or maybe it’s time for me to move on again. But I’m sick of finding a new job, sick of adapting to new environment and sick of trying to blend in. I'm sick of everything!

I just need a peace of mind.

Connected to the outside world again.

There are so much things to tell and so many things to do. Life had been rather chaotic at the moment. I am struggling hard to finish up with my work within a month and planning my wedding at the same time. My checklist seems to be less and less each day, well that is a good thing. But still the work is never ending.

At last I managed to connect to the world after working hours, whereby I’ve subscribed to u-mobile broadband. I never heard of them before, not until I went to the PC Fair early this month. It only cost me about RM50 for activation fee and RM78 for the monthly installment. It has been 2 weeks and the line seems good. There’re ups and down on the speed, but at least I managed to download few songs already.

One more thing, I have accepted quite a good offer from a multinational company located in Kuala Lumpur, to manage their marketing unit. Actually I will only be managing myself and a clerk. So it’s nothing much to boast about, but still, the salary packages is satisfying for me. I will be updating on that soon.

As for right now, I need to go to bed. This internet-from-home thingy has been quite addictive. Oh btw did I tell you that I went to Celine Dion's concert. So unlike me, but I like I like. Very much.

Geez. Ciou.

Unleash the Java Geek in You!

The company that I'm attached with is currently organizing a Java Programming Contest. Open to 3rd and Final Year Degree students only.

Prizes ranging from cash, electronic devices- PSP, Smartphone, Camera etc. Outstanding participants will be given job offers as well.

Please spread the words!

OMG ITS THE BLOODY MORON

OMG! Why so-called VIP can be so bloody mean and stuck up all the time? Who the hell you think you are? Do you think you are God or something?

If we gave you something nice, can’t you just shut your mouth and accept it nicely and say bloody thank you! Instead of having you yelling at us about not sending the gift to the correct address and with a wrong company name! We asked your stupid staff and they gave us the bloody company name and address you idiot. For god sake, we gave you a thousand dollar gift you unreasonable fucking moron!

Didn’t you know that you look like a huge pig! And guess what you are indeed a pig with fucking big asshole! Stupid bastard!

I hate doing business with ASSHOLES.

Rest in Peace

Rather depressing news to all fans of actor Brad Renfro and Heath Ledger this month. Coincidentally, both of the actors Brad, 25 and Heath, 28 were pronounced dead at their apartments in the month of January 2008.

Brad, a former child actor from movie The Client, was found dead on January 15th and Heath Ledger, talented actor from the movie "Knights Tale" & "Brokeback Mountain" died a week later.

Brad died due to drug abused. However Heath’s cause of death is yet to be known but there was speculation that it could also be a case of an accidental drug overdose.

I wasn’t a fan of both actors but I do love some of their movies. I wasn't suprised with Brad's death but I have never imagined Heath to die as a junkie. Not a good memory to leave behind. Well, thats reality. It sucks.

Rest in peace.

Heath Ledger (1979-2008)

Brad Renfro (1982-2008)

A New Hope

Another opportunity is about to come. It will be the opportunity of a lifetime. It will definitely change my life in terms of career path, financially and also socially. I get to travel and meet new people, expanding my horizon to the world out there. I’m kinda excited! And a bit scared.

It is not final yet. They might change their mind. I might change my mind. Who knows?

We’ll wait and see.