Wednesday, December 24, 2008

How I wish..

How I wish I can go away for a moment. Away from everything, away from all the responsibilities, away from friends and families, whom I hardly meet and away from all the mess I’ve created.

How I wish I can be in some other places-foreign countries, experiencing new culture, meeting new people, creating new problems, and just being happily lost in translation.

How I wish I don’t have to think about money for one second and just being comfy and secured with what I currently have.

How I wish.

Saturday, December 20, 2008

Finding a peace of mind

I’m getting tired and tired everyday. I’m tired of working. I’m tired of my boss, tired of all the bloody restrictions he made me adhered to and tired of blaming him and other people of my boredom and weariness. I’m friggin' exhausted.

I need a peace of mind.

Someone told me that it’s just the year end effect that made me feel this way. Probably she’s right. Or maybe it’s time for me to move on again. But I’m sick of finding a new job, sick of adapting to new environment and sick of trying to blend in. I'm sick of everything!

I just need a peace of mind.